6.9.15

Strive for self discovery


Today I feel stuck in a never ending self discovery space.

More and more, I discover myself, I feel more aware of my surroundings and I know who my real friends are. at 18 years old, I thought I knew everything. When you're younger, you think you know everything. I know so much of who I am now that it seems like back then I was just a little girl. I was just a naive little girl. Sometimes, I miss my naivete but I now know that I will never stop to learn.

Thinking back then... I was in a relationship I didn't want to be in. I did not feel the same way as the guy and I was always thinking about someone else. I had a hard time saying no at the time. All I wanted was for someone to read my mind!! aha! 

Every time I was with this ex of mine, I knew I had to talk to him and let him know I really didn't feel the same way as he did for me. I always ended up caving and feeling scared of expressing myself and hurting someone in the process. It went on for months and in the end, I just broke down and did it. I regret not doing it sooner. I enjoyed the companionship but I did not have the same feelings in the end and I wasted his and my time.
Now, I am not afraid of living as my true self. I am not afraid of expressing myself and I definitely am not afraid of saying no to anyone!
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